My boyfriend is NOT going to propose next week. I am saying this so that I reign in my hopes and don't ruin what will likely be a lovely surprise even though it's not the surprise I want for Christmas. If he were going to propose, my mom would have spilled the gossip ages ago. My sister would be looking worried about losing her roommate. None of those signs exist so he is NOT going to propose. The day he wants to spend together and the gift I've been promised - it's not related to the BIG gift I want. It's probably some earrings and a nice CD to listen as we tour Christmas lights and eat a romantic dinner somewhere. It's NOT a ring and a proposal. But it'll be nice and I don't want to ruin it. So, I am reigning in my emotions by typing them here and then I'll be able to sit back, look at Christmas lights, and only imagine beating him over the head with a non-lethal and somehow ironic instrument while he is busy NOT proposing.
Now I feel saner. Thank you, dear Internet, you may go about your holiday shopping.
2 comments:
Maybe I've been away, but very lovely and seasonal new look. Do you have snow out there?
Anyhow, enjoy what you have. Feel free to vent frustration.
OMG, does he read your blog? You are a brave soul.
I hope you do get the present you want. Because you deserve to have all your dreams come true.
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